Wednesday, Jul. 14, 2004
Taking a break
I have been in total and absolute seclusion when it comes to my writing. My mind wonders all over the place and even when I have so many things I want to write about, I cant get them on paper or in this case in an entry. I have no way of expressing my ideas or what I want to say.
I used to be someone who always had something to say and expressing my feelings was something I did easily, now I find that I limit what I say so I am not misinterpreted. Am I censoring my views and ideas because of this? Probably so, but I guess right now it is the right thing to do.
To all my online friends, I am still reading you, I have not forgotten you, I am just blocked, I have no way of writing down what I am feeling, the insecurities and the complaining are tiresome to me, I cant imagine how irritating they are the people who read them. So until I find the right way to express my thoughts again, I will be gone. Hopefully I will be back soon.
r-y-r at 4:07 PM
