Thursday, Apr. 15, 2004
Sexually Satisfied
Being sexually satisfied is the best feeling in the World. After not being able to at least be touched my R for a week yesterday was my breaking point and I had to let him know how much I wanted him. I wasn’t about to repeat myself, so once I got home, I wondered if I was going to be left without again. I cant blame him or myself for the time that went by without having sex. We were both in so much pain from the sun that touching each other was painful. I didnt have to wait very long after a nice hot shower, we were both more than ready to be together.
Making love to R is something that I cant explain. I feel absolutely renewed and complete. Its a feeling I had never experienced and a feeling I cant explain. I had never felt so full of love, so satisfied, so beautiful when I had sex with anyone else. Making love to R was a great experience the first time, and the feelings just get better every time. I sometimes miss the way it used to be, that feeling that you just cant get enough of each other, but everytime we are together, like we were yesterday, I am reminded why sex is so much better once you are married. That feeling that you are with the one person who loves you and has promised to love you forever. Being able to wake up next to that person is the most gratifying feeling, not to mention the fact that if you wake up with the desire to make love again like we did last night, I know that he is right there next to me.
I am very sexually satisfied, and not only that, I feel very happy today.
r-y-r at 3:10 PM
