Friday, Mar. 26, 2004
Baby? Maybe
am 8 days late on my period. It has been almost an hour since I wrote that last sentence. I have no idea if I am more scared to get my period or not to get it. The idea of becoming a mother is both terrifying and wonderful at the same time. I think I don’t want to get my hopes up. It certainly is not the first time I am late, I have always had a crazy cycle, so who knows, I probably will get my period tomorrow, one day after I spend the money on the pregnancy test. But you never know and I really don’t want to do anything to put the baby in danger if I am pregnant, so I would rather know now than wait another week. Eight days is enough to wonder every time I go to the bathroom if I will be spotting or not. It’s enough to go crazy. So, I am buying the pregnancy test today, who knows, tomorrow may be the day I have been waiting for for so long, maybe not. I am terrified.
Baby? Maybe.
r-y-r at 1:52 PM
