Tuesday, Feb. 17, 2004
Why I have this diary
Let me start out my saying that I got my first review today from Kick ass reviews, I got a score of 69 and although some might be let down by this, I am happy with it. I got a very good score in content, which is what I really want reviewers to score. I have been searching for review pages that score solely on content but have yet to find one. I loved kick ass reviews because I didn’t even have to link them to my page. Sometimes I really want to request a review with some other sights, but you have to link them and if you have read my diary you know I am html illiterate. So all in all I am happy with my review. Maybe someday I will know enough html to get a good score and maybe I will be happy with that. Right now I am happy with my writing. I write because I enjoy it. I write when something is on my mind and I have to work it out because lately talking to anybody just seems useless. My diary is the only place I can vent and not worry. If I am happy I can write and not worry about anybody saying I am bragging about my life, if I am scared, I can write about it and not worry about anybody telling me my fears are unfounded. I can talk about J without anybody immediately thinking I am still pining or hurting over him. I can be real and myself and talk about my husband all day if I want to. Reality is he is the biggest and most important part of my life; right now he takes precedence over everything because he has been the one to bring joy and happiness to my life when I felt everything was lost. So I guess I am saying I really enjoy having this diary where people might review my diary, but in the end, nobody gives a shit what I write in it.
r-y-r at 8:39 AM
