Tuesday, Jan. 27, 2004
Weight update
I just wanted to give a quick update on the losing weight subject. I was doing really good for about 2 weeks, and I was feeling the difference in my clothes, then I got my monthly problem and of course bloated up like a balloon, so that’s what bought on the diet breaking. Starting again truly sucks, but I have done this before, I just have to want it enough.
It would be easier if my husband disliked the way I look, but daily he makes me feel beautiful and always get irritated when I say I have to lose weight, his words are always the same, you are fine just the way you are, you are just beautiful to me and I really don’t want you to change. Now if I could only believe that myself then we wouldn’t have any disagreements, sometimes I feel that my insecurities really bother him. I will try to put an end to the insecurities, but I will lose this weight for me and then I will be happy with myself.
r-y-r at 10:33 AM
