2003-12-15
What were we thinking????
This weekend was just too filled with stupid, fucked up misunderstandings and bullshit, but no matter how stupid it sounds, i have to admit it wasnt all bad.
On Saturday we decided to go to my husbands parents house to spend the weekend and enjoy some festivities there would be celebrating at the town where he is from. It really did sound like a good idea, I mean we are a young couple and our apartment is always clean, there wasnt much sense in staying home...
Let the stupid things begin, first of all my husband, you can call him R, was being a jerk while at his parents, always cute with me, but just whenever I asked him something, he was being an asshole with the way he was answering.
Later that night we went to the festivities and I was annoyed with him, and he realized, and after apologizing and we were having a good time, he has the balls to look at another girl while he was with me, now I am not the type of girl who gets jealous because he looks at other girls, but when he does it so obviously I find it to be disrespectful, maybe its me, but that just was the end of a fucked up day, what I wanted to say was... fuck you, I dont need this shit, i never pull this crap with you, so fuck off... you know what, I might have done just that... so at only 11:30 pm, my night was shot, but let me guaranttee, mine wasnt the only one, so was his. What were we thinking when we dedided to spend the whole weekend together at his parents house?
I guess yesterday was the better day of the weekend, relaxing, and just a simple day, i really do love those, maybe, once we have been married for a longer period of time, there will be more, until then I am sure to keep on posting...
Till next time baby monkies...Becky
r-y-r at 8:35 a.m.
