2003-12-12

Beginning a New Life

Dear Diary:

First time for me writing a diary, who would have thought that at the age of 24 would be the first time, I guess starting this new stage in life has got me realizing that I need someone to vent to, to talk to, to share my happiness and sorrows with.

Being so quiet about my problems and not sharing them is a new fact about myself that I never thought could be. I find myself keeping very quiet about the things that bother me, or actually make me happy, I find this to be a whole new experience.

I guess I should explain why... I just recently got married, married to a wonderful man, my one and true soulmate and everything about being with this person has been a whirlwind experience... we met a year and 9 months ago, but we started dating 10 months ago, three months after that he asked me to marry him, and in October we were married.

These past two months have been unreal, good and bad, in all a learning experience and I have loved every minute of it, but along with all the good has been the bad, the learning to live with someone, all the responsibilities, paying bills and taking care of not only myself but of someone else.

Then there is the great parts of it, waking up next to that one person who you know is your soulmate, having someone who takes care of you, being able to come home to love and understanding...

I guess all in all, I am starting this diary to be able to talk about this new experience that is called marriage, this new experience that has begun my new life....

r-y-r at 3:40 p.m.

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